N 99 Bagan in My Heart ( Part 2 )
The first time I went to
Bagan was in 1967 I think, in my 4th
year of Uni; but our excursion group met with an accident at Popa and couldn’t
continue to Bagan. Later after I worked I led students group( and later Lanzin
youths ) for excursion to Burma Proper that included Bagan. So that was the
first time I had been to Bagan when I was met by its awe inspiring sight.It
captured my heart and can be said love at first sight.
We visited all famous
pagodas; The gilded Shwe Zigon , the most visited Ananda with its 4 perfect
standing Buddhas, the Sulamani which has the most beautiful architectural
design, The Dhammayangyi which is said to be the biggest , the highest
Thatbyinyu, Htilominlo, Mahabawdi, in Bagan, and Manuha and Mya Zedi in
Myinkaba and many other stupas and
pagodas.
Many of the big pagodas
then have an inner narrow stairs to the
upper tiers and people can get to the top to
look around. I wondered why women should be let to go up as the upper
part is higher than the Buddha statues, but now nobody are allowed to go
up to save damaging them.
In those days the places
around Bupaya, Shwe Gu Gyi, Thatbyinyu, gawtawpalin , Bagan museum
Thiripyitsaya were crowded with houses and shops .So the place was not nice and
clean like today.
Hotels were not much
popular yet, so we usually stayed at monasteries and zayats. It was rather
convenient for us and nobody complained, but were satisfied to see the awesome
Bagan.
Judging by the number of
pagodas built during that time we assumed that Bagan would have flourished ,
and the people done well. The number
counted now is 2217. During that time not only
kings and queens and noble people built pagodas but also ordinary people
did that. But in my mind it is strange that palaces ( even their foundations )
could not be found.
Later I visited Bagan many
times, sometimes with family, and sometimes with friends.During these times, sometimes we visited Tant Kyi Taung where we
had to cross the Ayarwaddy by watercraft. It is opposite of Lawkananda Pagoda
and is on a lofty mountain. On Bagan’s side before entering Bagan is the Tuyin
Taung which was built on a hill not far from the roadside.At the foot of the
hill there was Mya Kan lake built by King Anawrahta to use its water to irrigate
the lands around it. But nowadays there
are no distinct features of it left.
Though it is hot and dusty
it gives people a sense of missing, which in Burmese we called( lwan de) but
cannot express exactly, fully in English
.It is a kind of missing, of yearning but to what and to whom we don’t know. We
can see famous writers like Zaw Gyi, Min Thu Wun, Mya Than Tint and Maung Thar
Cho express this feeling in their books , and in their poems. I think
many people who are in Old Bagan feel
like this and I am one of them.
And then about its
inexplicable mysteriousness;
Maung Thar Cho wrote
….. on sleepless nights I would go out with a friend through these
pagodas. On these nights the Tamar would smell more strongly….Under the
moonlight the greenish htanaung trees looks so mystic…..The standing pagodas
and stupas here and there looks as if they are mesmerizing with some magic and
I feel as if I am being watched by some supernatural being.
In another chapter the
author wrote that while he was riding in a horse cart and passing the
Dammaryangyi the driver told him that he dare not go past the pagoda at night
because moanings can be heard coming from that direction.The author Nanda Thein
Zan also wrote incidents that are not natural in his book.
I believe in soul. So I can understand
these things . Bagan is an old, ancient city. Innumerable people had lived and
perished in it.Some naturally and some opposite of it. But I am afraid of
supernatural things. I won’t dare go out in the night like the author in the
book, although I like to see the old city in the daytime.
Bagan is an arid place.
Only small bushes and trees like htanaung and tamar can grow in the rusty soil.
Without the amazing monuments of worship with their architechural and cultural
value, the people of long ago built, the place is worth nothing. But because of
these things it is famous all over the world and has become a place of
attraction. So we must know its value and cherish it and take care of it ,so
that it will last a long time.